Monday, May 11, 2015

Pre-Impressions, General Lamentations, and I'M GOING TO ITALY.


Two days. Two days until another 4,034 miles separates me from my California hills. It is a humid, blustery Monday here in Connecticut, but I find myself longing for the dry heat of the Central Valley or the misting fog of the coastal range.

High up in the hills of California
Listen to me, homesick already and I haven’t even left yet. That’s what you get when you shove 2,628 miles between home and college: a constant state of homelessness and a hatred of airports.

At least I don’t have to worry much about culture shock. I am a pro at dealing with that curve ball. Coming from a crazy, kinda-sorta-but-not-really Americanized Italian family, I have my fair share of preconceived notions regarding Italians. However, my knowledge of the culture is strictly limited to Sicily and the mainland, specifically the region of Puglia. I am used to the welcoming nature of the Italians, and I recognize the importance of respect and family in their culture. These are elements which I believe will be common in Cagliari, and I look forward to discovering the differences between Sardinian and mainland Italian culture.

There, I said it. The problem now is doing it. Of course I am afraid. Of course I am nervous. Of course my parents call once a day reminding me to pack this or buy that.

The fear is the best part.

It comes down to vision. I find the most amazing sights when I wander, lost in Boston’s Financial District or through the valley oak and waist-high grass of my Northern California home. You have to be open, you have to wander with your eyes peeled for something, anything, and everything. I do not seek adventure, I seek the moments when realization dawns and I understand something I never thought existed. There is a certain amount of gumption to it, almost like a knack for peaking around corners and being ready for anything. The curiosity stays with me, my constant companion and closest confidant. I held its hand and let it guide me through 250-year-old graveyards nestled between condominiums in my first year in Boston, and now I will let it carry throughout Sardinia.

There is so much more to a place than the landmarks. I do not want to conjure the image of the Eiffel Tower when I imagine Paris, nor do I want to visualize The Gateway of India when I picture Mumbai. In a month, when I envision my time in Cagliari, I want to see its back alleys and markets, its beaches and churches. Culture is in the people and how they interact with their surroundings, and I have every intention of jumping in to the current of their culture and letting it carry me off.

I want to learn of Sardinia’s past, its present, and where it sees itself in the future. I want to better understand the nuances and policy regarding waste management and resource recovery: specifically how it applies to Sardinia. Finally, I want to fully immerse myself in a people unknown to me, and leave with a more complete understanding of their priorities, history, and customs.